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Gee whiz, it's been forever since I've updated this. Not like anyone would actually read this, knowing I never go on this anymore. Life's been boring, nothing really happens, nothing too big or exciting. I'm not saying things don't happen, I'm just saying nothing special enough to mention haha. To all my dear Sealth kids, Evergreen is going good. I hope Sealth is, and I want to visit too. I remember I got caught last time..so I don't want to try <BR>that</BR> again lol. I'm in a happy mood right now, and I don't want to ruin the moment and start thinking about not going to Sealth. It'll probably get me sad lol, thinking about the good ol' Denny days. If only I could've changed so many things back then, things would be so much better now. But I can't, so I'll have to live with feeling like I was a jerk to the people I was a jerk to. Enough about that, things going on at home is better. My mom has stopped things that she's done, it'll be back to normal soon.

I'll just stop now...did I tell everyone I have a one-month old niece? Isn't she adorable? Looks nothing like the mother though lol.

man i'm so mad..i don't get ceramics anymore..i have art. ugh i hate it..but at least i get it with romatyan..but we have to pay 10 dollars..paying for a class you don't even want to take..hmp..

um, nothing else to say. must go.. i think we're doing reports right now...

ah i can't believe i missed the OC tonight. i have no school tomorrow, so i had the chance to, but no, i forgot!

i think it is possible to fall in love twice.

know why? i watched troy and a cinderella story today..lol. and brad pitt was so good in troy..i got so jealous. and chad micheal murray was the kind of guy you wish existed, but you know doesn't. anyway, i still have to go with brad pitt, even though i don't like him to cheat on jennifer aniston with that angelina jolie. he should've won some award for that movie..i'll give him the hottest actor award....i sound so gay talking about this..haha. must stop.

hm, about this week. monday, i had finals for english, science, and geometry. i thought i did bad on my geometry one, but i did pretty good..and my science presentation went okay. tuesday i kind of didn't have any finals..i turned in my gym project, and ms. dixon let me keep my bind thing on, very nice of her, she's usually mean to other kids..and spanish didn't have a final..i thought we were supposed to, but we didn't..and FAST was an easy final..it took one hour to do..but it was easy. the only class i'm worried about is science, but i'm not as stressed about it anymore.

monday is going to be a sad day. i have to give up gym, even though i'm happy about that, but i'm going to have to take ceramics. today was my last day with lydia, sandy, and nebiat. it won't be the same..they have to take WA history, but since i already did it last year, i'm taking ceramics. i don't know who i'm going to be with either...hopefully someone i know.

i stayed after school today, watching the culture club people get ready for their lunar new year performance tomorrow..and the 'fighting' part seemed too obvious and planned..even though it was okay. they just need to stop going so fast. and when i was there, tiffany..uh tran i think, didn't know my sister and i were sisters! that's one of the first times anyone has ever said that. and she thought i was the older one..haha. but when i left, she said she thought i was taller..because i was sitting down when we met..and i got so sad..because that always happens. everyone thought i was tall first day of school and now i'm a midget. =(

i feel bad because i told uyen i would help at 9:30..but i forgot it was a friday, and i have no ride, because my parents are working..so now i can't go to help..but i think i'll just go see them..which means i don't get in free anymore, and have to pay.

this has been a really long update since..awhile.

HEY! I GOT TO SEE AMANDA TODAY! ...now i know what nancy was talking about when she said at least i have amanda..i was confused at first..like who's amanda..i don't know an amanda..only at denny..and during lunch, i saw amanda! found out she moved and now has to go to evergreen. it was good seeing her. maybe it's just me, but i think i either got a little taller..or it was the ceiling that made amanda look shorter..

school sucks..we have so much to do..science project that i'm behind in..gym final book that i'm behind in....today was the assembly for Martin Luther King Jr..the singers were cool, especially lorenzo and keilah, and some girl i don't know.

anyway, sixth period is boring..have about half an hour left of school..the new guy's norwegian..but he's asian..haha =)

whoopie, i'm online. my phone line's been screwed up for the past..month i think. and it's been a pain just to get on, because i get disconnected a lot. i want my old internet back. i think the rain/wind messed it up...

a lot of things have happened. now i know what everyone's talking about when they say high school changes you. for some people it helps them find their true self. i don't think i did yet. but anyway, today was early release. and guess what i did? i went home to sleep. my sister didn't go to school today..felt sick i guess..and i had to go home..or else i could've gone to denny!!! i was pissed, because i called my sister in gym, lucky for me sandy had her phone..and my sister said our mom wouldn't let me. i guess i knew it was true, so i didn't argue back or anything. and i didn't even say anything to my mom. i could've gone bowling too. too bad i couldn't go, but it was a nice feeling to be invited..because i felt like evergreen was getting better. molly wasn't going..and peter and dexter didn't really say who else was going..but i ended up not going anyway, so i guess it didn't really matter. i think in a way it did..because i start thinking about what if i didn't go to denny..maybe cascade. i started thinking about that when peter mentioned it a long time ago..or lucas, one of them..and i think it would've sucked. not to offend cascade or anything, but i don't think i would be the person i am today if i didn't go to denny. and about denny, my parents and sister had this talk about high school and stuff, and my sister was saying how maybe she should transfer. and my dad said he would support her decision, but i knew my mom was thinking it was too complicated now..too late now. so if she does transfer...that means i would be back at sealth. i started thinking about that too. at first i thought it was might be good. but now i'm thinking it's kind of bad..because i skipped a year without them. everyone's probably made new friends. i screwed up a lot of friendships, at least i know i should've been a better friend. it would be weird if all of a sudden i came back...plus i kind of like it at evergreen. i've made new friends, but i just don't know if i can fit in..feel like i belong, like the feeling i get with sealth. i heard venise say how she wasn't sure if she wanted to switch to sealth..how she didn't want to make new friends. middle school was good, but it had bad memories too.

you never forget the people you hurt _anti-drug

that has nothing to do with drugs/drinking..but just to not let people think i don't care, don't drink&drive, or do drugs. um, please. lol. =)